currently hidding indise I-zone..heart couldnt go any happier..
for now..i wanna tell my heart something
listen my dear paper heart,
im so sorry that i have made ''you'' hurt all this while..whithout fail there will be once i let you sleep in pain..i destroyed all the nerve cells that dued to my personal emotion..i wasted alot of water which made you suffered from dehydration..
well i dont really understand how you made me feel right now..i was so confused..so puzzled!
and well i have made a conclusion just now..be frankly i was hurt..heart was so painful through out the classes.. thinking of a reason...searching for an answer...
i came out with an intermediate conclusion..
is to chose to leave..i supposed.
how much feeling i still have inside me..is not really matter right now..
because i couldnt find any reason and excuses to walk on..
drag and drag and drag....is not really good for health..
be optimistic..well well well...
i guess i will have to bear the consequences since i have chosen this path..
regret is a process to live..without regret..you will never know how to APPRECIATE.
the biggest flaw in my life is i really cant stand FYI bitches!! oh christ,buddha,allah! why you created such
A WHORE!i was totally insane.. mind my personal emotion...i was using
''Ad hominem''..
i hate slut! SUCH A sticky, slimy, disgusting CREATURE!i wish to do good to let go..Arghh God save me from this disasater.. i will donate blood. suck all my red blood cells..save a man who will love a person seriously..
i will continue if i still have something to write...
i love you so?
i long for you.so?
i stayed up late for you.so?
i got tears..flowing like a fountain.
i never regret..its just my karma.
i accepted,God.
*never a ballerina.