Dental check up day.

 

The picture above already shown clearly what I'm gonna post today. Before any event is going on, just bear with me with my daily update.(those days, what I wrote will make you go OH OH OH) and I don't really have much personal stuff  to write. I'm very satisfied with my life right now. About the Dental check up that I just did , everything went well. I'm not scared, I'm desperate for it. I was kind of terrified when she drilled off part of my front teeth. I was like mumbling in my heart: Hey!! Hello?! I have fashion show coming next week, I have photoshoot. Oh God, Bless me bless me.''  After those sodium , magnesium thingy was added I see my teeth again. Nicer and Better looking.

Nah, don't try to move your eyes nearer cause there's no different plus the poor resolutions of my webcam. So, sorry next time alright?

and this, I was kind of speechless and I guess you will feel the same.

 failed doodle.

Truth Thursday

It's another day that's soon gonna say Goodbye. I'm right here praying to God for ...HOPE. Whatever thats gonna happen, or  the road that is gonna take , I wish the Lord has his decisions, his plan.

Oh and I really love these few pieces of tops in Forever21.I'm totally insane over these jumpers!! And it's all in GREY!!!

*feeling random when I stumbled upon F21's webpage.

 Coming events:

• High School friends reunion
• Twins's birthday
• Bonga for fun!
• Fashion show (on runway)

P/S:I felt people are getting more and more pessimistic nowadays?oh well,  I wondered.

Days are getting better. I cherished every happy moment that I had.


stay tuned.

New haircut, cut away bad luck and bad people.

I haven't had this urge to cut my hair ever since last year. Yes, I'm making changes for new year. So might as well start with my long and heavy...BUSHY hair. I cut almost 1/4 of the length.( Around 3 inches) and you find it still kind of long ain't it???. Yea, It showed how long was my previous hair. Over waist length sometimes I need to be careful even when I pee. LOL
I cut the bang as well, I can't stand my long fringe covering my eyes although I knew it looked sexy sometimes. But I prefer this cute look. Fresh and HOLY.

P/S: I'm not gonna let anything bring me down in this year. I simply want it to be a fantabulous year ever! Okay, I'm gonna turn 20 in 7 months time. Omg, I wish I can really acheive my resolution and all things will work it out.

To Lord I pray...

It's the final countdown.

My new year eve post is gonna be simple and short. I can't believe this day comes so fast. Tomorrow will be another starts of my blogpost. Lord, I really wished You will give me something better since I have tonnes of disappointments this year. I live life, and have faith.

*edited* I stumbled upon this picture and I missed those days.

Without Mabel and Alex and Nicholas. The party is damn bored. haha

I feel so Great to spend those days with you people.

For those who thinks 2010 sucks. Here's a quote for you:

Life would be perfect if: sweatpants were sexy, mondays are fun, junkfoods are healthy, drama didn't exist, & goodbyes were only until tomorrow.

Without his love you wouldn't be able to do anything, with his love there is nothing you can't do.

Lastly,
אני אוהב אותך הרבה

Summery of the year. New year resolutions.

I will be so busy for the coming few days until new year. I think I shall start to write my new year resolutions. Twenty ten is almost reaching an end. All sort of things happened, twist and turn of life. Definitely vice versa of elations and tears. Dear Lord, I don't really know how to describe this year. Seriously,I don't have a single idea. It wasn't exactly going according to plan but it didn't turn out that bad. I guess one thing is because I'm scared.

1) I’m scared of loving and getting hurt.

2) I’m scared of losing my independence.

3) I’m scared of new things and the unknown. Like having a boyfriend.

But it complete my year ain't it? Thinking of the bright side, at least I did something that I wanted instead of let it be until my hair grow white and started to regret. I'm definitely not that kind of person. I had a wonderful college life, modeling life, social life this year.Thanks to my parents, my dad. for sending me to Taylor's . I've learned alot, seen alot, met lots of people, I look forward to my everyday.

To Jesslynn:
We been through ups and downs in life. The little 'failure' is a huge stepping stone to your future success and happiness. You are always my princess no matter where you are. All the best in life.

We as Clean & Clear ambassador.

Scansion of Groove.

Jessavelle reunion.

Full house with Mr. Ken.

Vee vian, Jessica and Joanne.

I have tonnes of words to say, but I realised that 3 of you have something similar and it will end up me saying this sentence. ''Do whatever you feel its right.''

If you asked me deep inside my heart what I really want this will be My new year resolutions,
I wish:

1. My grandparents stay very healthy.

2. My parents stay very healthy.

3. Don't meet any car accident cause I'm kind of having a huge trauma.

4. Pass every single interview , well I only go for one.

5. Everything goes right. I believe in God.

6.Grow up.

That's all.



P/S: The pictures are smaller in size because it's just symbol of what happened through out the year.
and of course I do keep some privacy to myself. :)

Active 2 and the return.

I feel bad leaving you people, thats the reason why you are reading this post. I know you missed me aren't you? Yes, I'm back. Just finished two days of work in1utama. This time, I'm being a sport babe, to promote the brand new game launched by EA called ''Active 2''.
My job is basically very simple, what I had to do is just ''play the game''. So, I have been working out for the past 16 hours. It's fun but thankgod is just two days.

From the picture about, you have to wear all the kits in order to have our personal training. It works for Xbox, PS3 and Nitendo. The good thing your heartbeat are shown on the screen and the total fat burns.

No pictures were up yet but I promise I will post it up once I got it. : )

I love this feeling after all. I started to draw mini comics but just for ''someone''.

When we think we know people inside out & we think we know what's best for them. Remember we don't even know what's best for ourselves.

P/S: I love my boss Amanda Wong. She is such a lovely lady and so mummy-ish. Me loves.

What kind of personality that I'm standing for? It took me a simple thing to be happy, it also took me a simple thing to be sad. Things that happened was so much more than I can bear. I'm a true master at not dealing with things. I'm not fooling anyone but I'm not gonna fool myself anymore.

I'm just fragile. Someone out there in shining armor, save me please.

If I die young...

If I die young, bury me in satin please lay me down on a bed of roses. Sink me in the river at dawn and send me away with the words of a love song. Lord, make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother and she'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no ain't even grey, but she buries her baby.

The sharp knife of a short life, well I’ve had just enough time.

The sharp knife of a short life, well I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom. I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger. I’ve never known the loving of a man but it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand. There’s a boy here in town says he will love me forever. Who would have thought forever could be severed by the sharp knife of a short life, well I’ve had just enough time.

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls. What I never did is done.

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar. They're worth so much more after I’m a goner.

And maybe then you will hear the words I been singing. It's funny when you are dead how people start listening. The ballad of a dove , Go with peace and love.

Gather up your tears, keep them in your pocket. Save them for a time when your really gonna need them. 

Put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls.
So, if I die young, bury me in satin please lay me down on a bed of roses.......

Snowflakes are pink!

Hey people,

Christmas is near!!

Tonnes of elations, my blogging mojo is back. Well, I found that I don't usually blog for events but I wrote about my thoughts and shared something interesting in life perhaps? Christmas is near, I smell snow, candy canes and lots of Christmas songs running in my head. 

*Round yon virgin mother and child, holy infant so tender and mild.

Silent night.

I'm so happy. I meant more than elated because my baby is having his semester break now! So yeah, check out my princess Diary continuation from last year. Princess Lienn and her prince series.

Before hand, still remember the lost fairy? She is found now.

In an abandoned mansion.......

 Wonder wheres the rest..

 awaiting..

She is searching for HOPE.

When you feel that you actually saw me, that wasn't real. That's your illusion.

My dear Sun, shines upon me and my race.

 The human need us. The earth need us.

Stepping into this place where I found the stain of human, it just reminded me of how cruel a human can be.

To be continued....

 looking forward for tomorrow.

Flashes of reality.

Word of the day: Gynecomastia ( is the development of abnormally large mammary glands in males resulting in breast enlargement. Means FAT MAN with boobs.) For pictures please Google, is pretty disgusting.
I'm poignant over my title. Sometimes, something had happened is just ain't easy to be erased. I need to forgive but I hate the scattered heart in me.

Robert Muller says:

To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of love. In return, you will receive untold peace and happiness.

Forgiving is not having to understand. 

Understanding may come later.

When the sun no longer arises,

When the star no longer shines,

When theres no after lifes,

I'm still here alive.

cause,

Dancing cure me.

stay tuned. 

for Liese bubble hair colour post.