Awesomeness.

 

Referring to someone(s)..

p/s: counting down 9 more days.

It’s about truth, and realities.

If you think the Mona Lisa is stunning, you should look at God’s masterpiece. In your mirror.

Time flies, is hard to believe that I'm leaving my home in 11days. Nothing to be sad about, I'm desperate to leave. I wanna leave this place where I can forget those memories that made me unhappy. I'm gone for a better future, better boyfriend? and better life.Hopefully I can always keep my blog updated so I can maintain my readers rate. Apart from expressing myself, I blog for you too.

I'm 70% done with my luggage. I love this statement quoted by Ian- 6hours to pack my whole life into two bags. Mine, is A month! Trust me, I will make my blog even interesting by that time and I'm gonna prove them wrong at some points. Just like what Charlene said: ''Are those people feeling unhappy about cabin crew because they don't get chosen??'' Have you heard of the Fox and the Sour Grapes???

A fox tried to reach some grapes hanging high on the vine but was unable to, although he leaped with all his strength. As he went away, the fox remarked, 'Oh, you aren't even ripe yet! I don't need any sour grapes.' 

People who speak disparagingly of things that they cannot attain would do well to apply this story to themselves.

 much love!

A LETTER from mum and dad...

..My Child,


When I get old, I hope you understand and have patience with me.. In case, I break a plate, or spill soup on the table...
I'm loosing my eyesight, I hope, you don't yell at me..
Old people are sensitive.
..always have selfpity when you yell.

When my hearing get worse and I can't hear what you are saying.. I hope you don't call me 'Deaf!!'
Please repeat or write it down..

I'm sorry my child..
...I'm getting older.

When my knee gets weaker, I hope you have the patient to help me get up, like how I used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk...
Please bear with me...

When I keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please don't make fun of me or get sicked of listening to me...
Do you remember when you were little and you wanted a balloon???
You repeated yourself again and again until you got what you wanted...


...Please also pardon my smell.
I smell like an old person
Please don't force me to shower...My body is weak.
Old people get sick easily when they are cold.. I hope I don't gross you out..
Do you remember when you were little??
I used to chase you around cause you didn't want to shower

I hope you can be patient with me when I always cranky
It's all part of getting old, you will understand when you are older.

AND if you have spare time, I hope we can talk,..
Even for a few minutes..
I'm always by myself all the time. I know you are busy with work.
Even if you're not interested in my stories, please also have time for me.

When the time comes,
and I get ill and bedridden..
I hope you have the patient to take care of me..


IM SORRY
If I accidentally wet the bed or make a mess..
I hope you have the patient to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.
I'm not going to last much longer, anyway.

When the time my death comes,
I hope you hold my hand and give me the strength to face death.
and don't worry....

When I finally meet our Creator,
I will whisper in His ear to BLESS you.

Because you loved your Mum and Dad.

with much love, 

Mum and Dad.

P/S: I'm seriously not sure how many people will actually read this. But I love my Mum and Dad.

The best Break Up advice.

Remember!! Don't ever forget your value!

If your boyfriend cheated on u, don't even view him as an ex, view him as SCUM. Because that what he is , you tell him to F off and you move along with your life. No use crying over spilt scum.

P/S: Breaking my heart, is game over.

I love you guys mwah!! 

I know I'M VERY CUTE!

 

Having a great time with Nicole in The Tea Republic at Bangsar Shopping Mall. I love the enviroment and everything!! It made me looked like a posh lady or a rich house wife having tea and gossip about my life. I need to wait for Nicole darling to upload the pictures. Our last date before I leave Malaysia. :( I will be missing her alot, she made me a awesome awesome bookmark which will be up in my blog as soon as I get the pictures. Of course together with this SUPER AWESOME SEXY TDC SHIRT.!! I will be bringing it to Singapore.  ''BgurlLs is gonna bring Sg dancers down!'' LOL.

Alright will continue when I got my pictures, I'm hell sleepy.. Love.

Acknowledgements.

This post is specially dedicated to the people I love, throughout these few years of growing up. I met alot of awesome people. Jeng jeng jeng. I will be featuring two of my awesome people today.

Missy XS

8 years of friendship.. 8 freaking years, we been through sweet and sour. She is like my mum, who don't know you are a petite Boss!. Well, is a good thing because I love to be protected. All these years, we created all sorts of ways to live like a royalty (oh I missed those days),we don't really have much conflict. being together but (I still remembered I accidentally teased her short during high school. :p Sorwie babe.) Besides, she is always always ALWAYS my best study partner. The whole word knows she is DAMN SMART (FTW)!! Seriously, I know why God wants us to be together because we understand what each other needs. We have alot in common and we do have differences sometime. For example,

''A perfect Boyfriend's basic criterias'' 

• She loves tan guys I'm the opposite.
• She loves HUGE eyes I'm the opposite.

I personally thank God for making us best friend. Without her, veevian, Jessica and Joanne my teen life wouldn't be SO AWESOME!!
p/s: Lienn's friends are all AWESOME AWESOME PEOPLE!!!

I less than 3 you, babe.

Nicholas Darius Ng aka Tutt Tutt Train!

Okay.. Why him? Is really hard to explain, but thanks for adding colors back into my life after the dark devilish hell. I couldn't express how I felt in words but Nicholas you know what I meant. HAHAHA I knew you are damn happy and perasan after reading this. But thanks thanks thanks and TDC too. TDC effing saved my life!

He is my 'Sweetheart'. :p

I like you.

I'm in a heavy blogging mood right now. Sooner or later I won't be this free to provide at least one post a day. Just got my new lappie and everything have to be re-installed. I felt tonnes of happiness , it means I'm leaving real soon. So many thing to do like, get a room , sign up a plan and get an Iphone 5 in June to viber , ping, foursquare with the loves one. This time, I never left anything behind. I run free. :)

Never walk through the path that has already been walked. Because it only takes you where others have already been. 

Well, I sense something really wrong these day where I found out my cousie secretly get back with her ex. I seriously have no comment about other people's problem. In fact I have my own. The thing is I really concerned about her and ...''just read above quote''.
Unless, you are one in a million. If not, you are still in the majority.

I love ya'll. I really do. I started to miss everyone by writing tonnes of texts to people I know.
Cheers,

Blue skies..always.

Pre-flight preparation epilog.

(A delayed post)
It was a lovely saturday I supposed, imagine I slept at 3am and woke up at 9am without feeling lazy. The funny thing is Charlene reach 1utama at 9.30am and I just gonna start dolling up. I never felt so posh for months. I love the feeling when I'm so close to blue skies. It just.. (I'm destined to be there..)

Check out the pictures and soon to say goodbye to my lovely shopping mall. :(

 This is from E-news cafe. 

Charlene!! Next time we will ask Zul to join us in Singapore.  

Almost spent around 1k for my pre-flight preparation. Shop like an insane.

Picture is to remember the moments before departure. We made good use of the blog.

Camwhoring never ends..

 Kiss Goodbye in less than ___ days.

 will continue in Kiasuland. 

Happy Hatch Day to the awesomest tutor ever!! 

A surprise video for you. Thanks to all my girls for being so cooperative! Mwah.

I miss Ian aka Panda aka spidarman aka kakashi aka tdc grandpa aka...Serendipity.

This should be a pretty emo post I supposed. I've never ever cried in anyone's farewell even my very best friends Jesslynn and Vee vian. But TDC always made a different. ''Normal de''. Throughout the dedicating session I bet 99% of the crowds cried. Not only because Ian is leaving tomorrow, is the effort that he put in  made him deserved all our tears tonight. Doubtless, I made the right choice to come, ( without Nicole's company) Thanks to Nicholas who said ''I will be my boyfriend tonight'' L.M.A.O and Irene for chatting to me most of the time. And Ken Ming for sharing some fat burner's product. Nick tan, Derek for awesome awesome battle. You guys are just TOO amazing to be described. T.D.C is the family I never knew I had.
Without him is impossible for me to get to know this bunch of awesome people. They bring my happiness to the peak and will always be the center of my universe in dancing. Thanks to Ian. For all this, and everything.

Just like what he said during his last speech, ''I just doing something that I really love and I want all of you to feel what I feel when I'm on stage for the first time. I don't know what I've done to deserve all this''
and I will respond: Everything, through out the 3 years of effort in building up a dance army. The passion and enthusiasm that you have set in.They strong forces of attraction that you have ever seen or being explained in any of the chemistry book on earth Everyone felt it, including myself. ''Li Hai Laaa''

I strongly believe that he left a very important footprint in all the TDC members' heart. Just like what Iylia wrote in her song with the rhythm of wedding dress: Ian you're the very best, oh Ian you're the very best....I bet none disagreed.
Peeps,
Do you know what's the very basic similarity in every TDC member???
TDC dances for Love and TDC dances Together as one.

This would also be my last time spending my very precious 5 hours with TDC in Ian's dwell. This is ABSOLUTELY the best dance party that I've ever attended. Apart of people gets really close together and also with the company of Absolute Vodka, Camino Tequila , Bacardi, Magic Moments and AC. 

 They are the VVIP in making us went really High and speaks out whatever stays in our heart.  I get to know alot of potential drinker who took 11 or more shots of Absolute vodka and AC and still Normal.

Nick babehh~~ 

I'm so proud of SOML.

Video viewing session.

Shuffle and dance battle.

I will be missing Irene too.

Daniel, Fai, Mark and Machi performing Ian's choreo.

(Sorry I forgot his name, the first guy ever happened to sing a self-wrote love song to Ian.) I love the lyrics, it made me went really emo. I hate him :(

Check this out:

(Ian sobbing+collapsing moment) Premiere only in my blog!

 Laughters and tears. I can't really explain how I actually felt that time. I'm lucky to be a part of TDC.

My camera definitely not performing well that night. 90% of the pictures are blurred. I couldn't capture Iylia's singing and others. Sorwie. Oh, other than Ian there's this one person who sat beside me sobbed even harder than him. Yes,is Arhlex Osborne!

*This post is a lil long because I've felt so much so much I can't stop myself from typing it out.

Thanks for making my dancing life really awesome. From D-day to Hartamas prom to TDC to so many awesome friendsss!!

TDC is something I will always remember whenever wherever I'm in the future. It  once brings my happiness to eternity.

All the best to the grandpa of TDC.

My face after 3 shots of alcohols. pfft I'm not a drinker anyway.

 will miss you for sure. :)

Bonuses, the flashbacks.

 Last year april.

All the awesome memories. EVER!!

to be continued.. somewhere, sometime in the future.

p/s: Charlene, I will post out the outing post tomorrow. This post is kinda urgent. :) Be patient.

-I'm alive, with the presence of T.D.C .-

Mini Farewell for Cheryl and Myself.

Secretly counting down for the day  , I actually wanna leave quietly. It wasn't easy to go through everything in a short period. Thanks to him, Mr. Buff who always kept me company and replied my boring conversations or even texts. (His identity will be kept until the right time perhaps) Today was definitely awesome spending my time with Cheryl and Jess. Apart from pre flight preparations , we had fun camwhoring too.

Setting 1: Plus one shabu shabu.

I'm gonna see her everyday in kiasuland!

Is a really big portion lunch!

The babes.

I have a really bad hair day. :(

with Cher again!

At the rainforest. 

Dont you think this is a very artistic shot?

I'm gonna miss Jess alot alot. :)

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This is cute!! I love it.

Everyone is chasing the dreams out there.

P/S: Listen to your elder’s advice not because they're always right, but because they have more experiences of being wrong.

stay tuned for tomorrow. 

Mr. buff with charming smile.

 

My heart says so, what chu think? Eyes lollies.

Where rainbows end?

Is getting nearer. When i met ''inverted D'', i got this feeling of inevitability. I knew something was going to happen, i could feel it. An incredibly optimistic outlook for someone like me. I'd been alone and i was sure that romance just wasn't on the cards for me.
My life at the time was really hectic........

*****

The story I'm about to tell you might make me sound like a first-class idiot, like an obsessive high-jealous girlfriend or a striking paranoid chick.

I am not.

And the truth of the matter is that everything was based on pure love. (True story)

At the idea of 14, she had found the one person who was perfect for her and just murdered every ambition and dream she possessed in her secret heart. Years after he unceremoniously dumped her.

Should I call this a ''disaster''?

Can we have a some flashbacks by then?This happened 5years back,when thing was about to happen...

First time I saw you, you took my breath away. I have never seen a more beautiful person than you. After that you were my dream, I wanted it to be a dream. You and me, forever. The thing is we don't even know each other, but when I look at you I just want to be with you and talk about all the things that are possible to talk about. I want to be in your arms and I want you to see me and love me. But this is still a dream but my heart really hope that one day, when the sun is shining, that it can be you and me. I know it's hard to move on with tonnes of obstacles. Pressure of your parents about my past. But it doesn't matter because from what I've heard, the impossible love is the strongest. So please, see me, like I saw you for the first time. I know that you can't decide what is going to happen. It depends on destiny. I want to be your destiny. I just want to get to know you, and then maybe we can be more. We can be each other's everything, like in my dreams. Because you are everywhere in my dreams. When I have a good day, it is because you were in my dream the night before. Let me be your dream. Let me be seen by you. Let me be your everything.

Love,

the guy.

5years ago, we might think this letter brings our love to eternity but things do change. People changes, sooner of later they actually forgot somewhere in your past, they promised each other to be each other's everything. They actually forgot how challenging to climb through the wall of obstacles.They forgot.. Devil lives upon them, devil controls their mind..

fin.
Honesty, Loyalty & Love. Is it that hard??