What's behind cloud? Another cloud.

Good day people! I'm back for good. I will have more pictures to be posted up on Wednesday so please stay tuned. I'm currently free yet busy. Seriously I never like the period of waiting, it's torturing. I hope I hope time passes fast and it turns out to be GOOD!

Wanna know where happiness comes from? Read the below texts.

Mine will be _______________________.

Quotes for Today : (Relationship )

Why do people always say “If we’re meant to be, we’re meant to be”. Don’t they know that without effort, destiny won’t work.

For Dream chaser:

Turn your cant's into cans, and your dreams into plans.

I think my relationship posts are coming to an end. So? Have you grew up a little??

God will never take anything away from you without giving you something so much better.

 

I know.

2 more days to ________.

I'm having this mix feelings of excitements and worries. Anyway God had his plan. Praise God.

Nothing is up today. I'm very busy. 

Will be back ASAP.

Skin myths 123!

As one of the ambassador of Clean & Clear. I would love to share some hidden myths that you were previously wrongly told by your girlfriends or mum.Thanks to the guide book!

Myth 1: Don't eat chocholate! You will have pimples!!!
Aherm! HUGE NO!! Eating chocolate does not cause pimples. Skin care experts agree that acne is not caused by any specific food, including French fries, candy, soda, or potato chips. If your skin reacts to certain food, you might be allergic to them.

Myth 2: Don't wear make up. It will cause pimples!
Nowadays cosmetics are non-acnegenic(won't cause acne) and non-comedogenic (won't clog pores). Some powders and concealers even contain benzoyl peroxide and salicylic acid, which help to fight acne.



Myth 3: Random!
Acne is not Pimple! Acne contains pus and is more painful than a pimple.

 ''Always the quote that I always used''

Will be back soon!

You can't hurry Love.

I need love, love
To ease my mind
I need to find, find someone to call mine
But mama said
You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take
You can’t hurry love..

By: Diana Ross

Indeed true, what is yours will be yours. If it's not, It will never meant to be. : ) Learn it people, there are so many fishes in the sea, Why mess with the one that already get CAUGHT? Don't be a bitch, it ain't beautiful.

It's freebies again! This awesome cupcakes are from summer Driggs. Right click and save.( if you love it.)

 Trust me , it will make an awesome blog header.

Quote for you:

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

P/S: will be busy! Stay tuned.

HAPPY HATCH DAY TO MY BABY JELLY SWEET AIRBAGS!

JESSICA ALBA LEE

Take the good with the bad, smile when you're sad.

 

I'm back here again to do some scribbles. Well nothing much is up, I'm glad that I had been attached to my family and relatives alot alot alot nowadays. Somehow, it meant something different to me. I'm glad, I'm glad. Bon Voyage to Singapore cousies who will be back to Singapore tomorrow. See you very soon my dear. I've been dreaming, day dreaming, looking forward to so many many things ahead. There's just a slight moment if it will happen. 

I'm gonna share my secret weapon of self confidences. Where do I get the guts of being so confident and charismatic. There is this daily -wake up routine-of mine.

The first thing that I did when I woke up from sleep :

• Is to run to the mirror and SMILE. You try it everyday and you will realize something is changing. There's where I got my ''smiley face'' formed. You will uncontrollably smile everytime, just like ''you smile to whatever''.(Sound damn insane but it's also My reason of smiling to strangers.)

Alright a lil bit of daily dose for you. I need to sleep.

Why do we live? Is to live longer.

If you have dreams, chase it. 

I have a very inspiring video here for you people.

I wont be blogging until Sunday, so yeah. I guess I've already poured enough theories and emotions here. Sometimes I just need to write in order to make me feel better. I couldn't wait for the day when I actually have no time to write here.

I have quote for today :

Do your best to have whatever you love, otherwise you'll be forced to love whatever you have.

My saliva drooling moment:

You know what, I used to wrote about this one person who I adore so much and I think I won't get to know him forever, and one day I really get to know him in person and happened that he stumbled upon my blog. All my secrets were revealed. Those paparazzi pictures really made me going so extremely blushed.
I'm doing the same thing right now. Just for ''oh-I'm-still-young'' sake.

P/S: I'm not an option remember?

Don't you just hate it when....

• You knew people copied your masterpiece? I've no idea what to comment on this, well all I can say is just ''the lack of originality''

• People always said FML. Your life isn't f***ed because you just spilled your water on your clothes. (Odious)

• When someone tells me what I want to do is not possible. These people belong back in grade school where they need to relearn how to use their imagination.

• When some people are jealous of someone's relationship and writing extra ''untrue stories'' to make them feel a little bit better. (They shall accept the fact that, they are just not in the 'league')

• People who fake the truth.

Okay, I can't think of any right now. It looks like I don't really hates alot. So yeah, good thing. Stay tuned for more funny or crappy thing coming up!

Bruno Mars whispers:  At night when the stars light up my room ,I sit by myself talking to the Moon.
Try to get to You, in hopes you're on the other side. Talking to me too
Or am I a fool who sits alone , talking to the moon.

Dolphinitely!

 

Aren't it cute? 

Credits to Jessica for showing it to me.!

I'm having really severe Alexithyma right now. *mute*

A lil bombastic:

Alexithyma: Inability to describe emotion in verbal.

Afraid. That’s what we always are. Afraid to love, afraid to share, afraid to open up, afraid to care. That’s life.”

will come back for more!: )

p/s: I don't miss you. I miss who I thought you were.

Epilog bonus: LDR

This moment is the moment when Jesslynn is leaving for good.

 Everyone knows it’s hard to be in an LDR but you have no idea how hard it is to have your Best Friend so far away.  Your all-time-favorite person in the whole world so happens to be a world away. No shoulder to cry on, only a voice on the other line saying ‘I’m always here for you’ but knowing she’s not 'here' at all. No sleepovers, no dress ups, no giggling in the corner of a coffee shop laughing over something ridiculously silly. No more stalking some cute guys in the mall. No more watching chick flicks or sappy movies that leave you in tears all night. No more eating all day long then claiming the other is fatter than you. You got nothing but late night gossip over MSN with random text messages saying ‘hi BABEH, wish you were here to help me to share this oh-so-awesome guy!'\

If you want to be part of someone’s life, you’ll be there – no matter the distance.

We are just the Awesome right!

S.W.A.L.K

Saint valentin ,The epilog: heureux pour toujours

 

No matter how hard your life was, it will come to an end. You will still smile at the end. 

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. LOVE NEVER FAILS.

 ~1corinthians 13:4-8

Did you learn something? I wish you did.  Being hurt is something you can’t stop from happening, but being miserable is always your choice. 

Always always remember. 

If you are happy today, please listen to Flyfm. It's full of love songs and I believe you will feel much love.

If you are NOT happy, here's my little present for you.

Today is special, please make yourself special too.

And,

I love you, 

dear.

Happy Valentine's Day.

~Fin~

*Important* The princess's farewell.

Sorry for couldn't make my diary on time because I've something more important to write about. People comes and goes, what I can conclude of this journey was, true friend was never easy to be found. Praise God, I've found mine! Not just one but a few. So before that, WELCOME BACK VEEVIAN!! I've been missing you alot, like this much----------or more!!

Beside, another princess will be leaving for good. In my heart, how I wish she can go right away to ensure that she has her smile on her face back again. I know ''the going'' is the best solution for everything. I will be missing her for HELL SURE. Throughout this 8 years, our life have been so full filled! We spend almost everyday together, during high school, tuitions, college or even after college. If I were to write it out one by one, it's not gonna end believe me. We have too much picture together.. way too MUCH! *going blank*

Move on to the farewell partay! Jess, I'm good I don't want to make you cry. LOL 

Setting 1: Victoria Rossa (Saturday)@Hartamas mall

 Yes, this is our ''yumcha''. Instead of MAMAK.= =

Scones? Sandwiches? Bascoutti? Muffins? Tea? Aren't it too relaxing? I love that place, really. Stay tuned for new places to be ditched. Victoria Rossa is enough for young ladies like us. *Applause*

As usual!

Setting 2: Restaurant one(Sunday) @ Desa Park City

Today was lovely. I can see happy little blue birds fly..

 Hung Wei pronounce as ''Kam Yat'' in canto.. Really laughing my ASS out!

From the left, Shawn, Dixon, Guo liang, Leon, Hung wei

 From the left, Princess Ariel, Princess Jasmine , Princess Aurora , Cinderella, and Snow white

 The knights and the princesses!

THIS IS SWEET AND LOVELY!!!!

You can't beat us!

Probably the last nice picture with the princess!

Confident starts with Clean & Clear.

Present you the airbags and the airbags free!

We are like the missing siblings.

Joanne was here!!!

Veevian and I!!!

Aren't you feel like beat him up???? He looked so beatable without specs!

Okay, my parking skill really fail! The black one was Dixon's car.

The group picture!

Last but not least: A little entertainment for ya.

 Awesome right?!??!?

HAPPY LOVEY DOVEY DAY PEOPLE.

Saint valentin Chapter 4: le pot de coeur

One of the most amazing things is having someone fall in love with you, who you thought you never had a chance with.-Quote to ''My Savior.''

You can create yours too! In order to full fill my secureness, this is what I need. *SMILES*

Well is pretty fun sometimes, even though you might not get what you want.

By the way, I found a very very awesome song!! It's so awesome I can die! It's called ''The jar of heart by Christina Perri'' It touches me inside out, really made me think alot and almost almost break down. If you are a fan of ''You lost me by Christina Arguilera''  or ''Grenade by Bruno Mars'' (those emo lyrics) This WILL ABSOLUTELY DEFINITELY be your tea. I feel the lyrics so much SO MUCH and I cried thinking about my past. I feel like shouting out loud, because the lyrics was so true!

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE???!!!!!!!!!

Just click on the play button and make sure you have your headphone on!

Read this:

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

I dedicate this to Jesslynn but I wrote this for some purposes.
This is the climax of the book. A book might not always be happy or full of surprises that's why I'm writing this diary posts in-conjunction with Valentine to tell everyone that, in a relationship we have to tolerate with all sort of emotions. Happy, Sad or even Angry. So yeah.

p/s:if you haven't read chapter 1 please scroll down because you might easy get misunderstood.

Stay tuned for more posts.

Commercial Break.~

-Unstable-Unstable-Unstable.-

I have this quote for now:

Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful, but not knowing which to do is the WORSE kind of suffering.

 Agree no?

Always remember a laugh is a smile that Burst.

Brainstorming of the day: (For girls)
Have u ever felt like u can’t ever be good enough for the next guy because u gave everything u had, to the one who broke your heart?

Commercial ends. Stay tuned for Saint Valentin Chapter 4.

Saint valentin Chapter 3: petit-déjeuner à Paris

I want to be in a place where I have endless macaroons. A place where I can express my true self, my true emotions. And experience every beauty of God's creation. Open my eyes every single morning hearing the sound of humingbirds. Walk on a street full with coffee smells where the people are so warm  Ah! Bonjour, It's paris!

I'm just being random, because I got really fly after thinking about it or even trying to imagine.Currently, I'm listening to ''White horse by Taylors Swift''. Now I have a sweet video for you, if you want to feel the feeling of LOVE. Please, have a look. 

Thanks to Jesslynn for the video. ''Peter is very generous, I want something he buys for me'' When I touch something, He wants to buy.'' This is sweet and funny. I almost cried after watching, because the older couples are really real, and sincere.

 Get the lesson? Apply it. I guess is pretty easy to understand, so I don't have to do extra elaborations on this. P/S: 3 more chapters left in this book.



P/S: I wish my day comes really fast. 

Saint valentin Chapter 2: les souvenirs du passé

I was thinking would someone ever read my post and  they actually felt better after reading it?? If you are one of them, please do tell me in my cbox or comment? would ya? 

Are you looking forward to flip to the next page of my valentine diary after the first one?? Well, I hope so. Before I start writing, could you do some brainstorming for me? Try to count how many times you really had your Valentine celebration throughout your life? 

For teenagers, 5 and above will be a ''wow''? For married couple, it could be sparks every year or just no longer celebrating. For me, through out my 19 years, I only had 2 valentine' days. Nothing to be sad about because I'm grateful that I've spent it with the right persons at the right time. Yes, is two different people.(Um.. I'm not gonna elaborate.) 

Memories are always beautiful, we don't entirely forget the worst parts, we just chose to not remember it. Even if the person had gone, what they left in your mind were the best memories you could ever had in your life. That is why it stays inside you. Tough right? When you accidentally passed by some damn places and your nose get really sour and finally burst into tears. I believe ''you'' who are at my age will more or less been through the same thing. That's also why, Taylor Swift and Bruno Mars came into our life. They tried to heal us with songs, positive thinking and unlocked your heart for someone else. 

This post is about the past memories that you had, regardless blissful or it might be poignant. The past is where you learn, and where your life restarts, also where you meet someone better You would have thanked your ex for dumping you if you met someone better right now?? Ain't it?

So, Girls out there!! Hello!! Please wipe off your tears and click the restart your life. If you are crying all day and night, it means he is not meant to be with you because the one who are waiting for  you somewhere on earth will want to see you cry. Trust me, those people will end up with someone who will treat them like how they used to treat you earlier. It might be trice or four times hurtful. (It might not work on every bollocks, but majority of them) BUT, HAVE MERCY SINCE YOU KNEW HOW HURT IT WAS. Just let them be happy, open your heart and wish them all the best. Is easy to say it out there but to practice will be a damn hard thing. Just slowly walk with the time goes by. Have faith. 

''I'm gonna marry your princess, and make her my QUEEN.''

I want a guy to say this to my dad one day.

Sweet tips for Valentines:

Jelly Pong Pong Cosmetic is a plus plus point during Valentine day.! *My lips like sugar~~*

I'm a big an of Jelly Pong Pong!  (It could be a gift for your girl too.)

They have alot of cute items like,

Soap popsicle (watermelon favor) , 

the Shoe palette- bronze cream eyeshadow and champagne lip gloss and many more.

visit  here for more.
Not to be biased but  Maybeline, Estee lauder, Lancome, Laura Mercier, H20+  are all your Mum's make up. (They are meant for mature ladies.) You wouldn't want to look so much older than your boyfriend , it will be the ''joke of the year''.


Just visit SASA and you will get all you want. At the same time, you can also try

Benefits,

MAC,

*for young lady, Clinique will be cool.
*High school teens, Silky girl will be awesome for you. Clean make up and reasonable price. *glares.

P/S:All the best.

P/S: I'm dancing Happy by Leona Lewis again!

Saint Valentin Chapter 1: les Films (vital)

The same song, same moment, exactly the same timing.. I'm listening to ''Happy'' by Leona Lewis right now. I sound like a radio DJ ain't it? Music sometime brings you into another world, the world of peace perhaps. I stumbled across tumblr and I found this quote is pretty interesting and yet true, It says:

''The day you finally decide to love me again will be the day after the day I've given up on this relationship.''

Alot of magazines started to post articles about relationship in-conjunction with Valentines day. Well, my blog of course will never want be outdated. I will share tit bit of my theories and what I read,  felt, thought about relationship until Valentines day is over. Before anything serious, these few movies were a must watch to understand the fundamental of love. Well, I cannot say I'm a expert but I'm just a PHD in human heart studies. :)

The must watch Movies:

1.The Notebook

2. Dear John

3.500days of Summer

4. P/S: I love you

5. When In Rome

6. Letter to Juliet

I've watched all of it. Watch, Feel and understand. Of course study the quotes.

Stay tuned for the next chapter.

P/S:Can't wait for tomorrow.