Slowly, I knew..Im getting covetous.. acquisitive made me felt insecured. sorry.
p/s:I felt contented with what i had.. Thankyou Lord.
**************** edited. well, dont feel like starting a new post cause I wana save that for tonight. Basically, I have lots of thoughts again..Well, Im not sure where to start.. If I just talked randomly it looked pretty much messy.
Um.. somehow being so understanding isnt a very good thing.(i guess) For instance, you will never undertand the feelings of being cheated by someone you love until you really got cheated by him or her. This is what I have been through few months back and it really took my breath away. I wonder how Im actually overcome my September, October and November.
p/s:this is the mistake you did and sorry I wouldnt come back to you.
Is it because of this that why I feel so calm now? Well, I have no right to feel anything bad.. Seriously I can swear to God. Cause I will never want to be like Her. Who made me fell into the river of tears.
Im actually hoping for someone to read this. Maybe is You. and I wana say.. I really understand. <3
Kissing Goodbye to 2009.. Kissing goodbye to what ever holy shit that happened this year.. This will be the hardest year that i have ever been through in my life.. Somehow it was my happiest year? I have no idea.. to summerise this year i would make it into a chain.. college-studies-dancing-break up-dancing-Royal phantom-new crush-dancing-ECA. Im very honest..How honest? read it futher. This post is special for those who love me and those i love. Im gonna talk about my self and my babes. *click to enlarge. suddenly im running out of words. Through out this year, of course i had been through sweet and sour.. The main point is no matter how much sweet and sour, i will always have them by my side. We share out sweet overcome our sore. This is so true cause when Joanne had her crush, we were the first one to know. When I got cheated,they were my first saviour. New year, new resolution..well It would be lovely when this happen to my babes next year. For Jesslynn(mummy): NUS will be her new home and all her plans will success!! Having her long and lasting relationship. Joanne: The right one will come or maybe the right one was her ''old one''?? Veevian: continue the last year resolution that i made for her. ''Hope she meet her first love asap.'' for Me: I wish everything goes well.. *just wanna be..Happy.
Move on to the dance freaks. *click to enlarge The first people that I wanna thank so much is Fellest. without you, there will be more pain.. Without you, I wouldnt be so passionate towards dancing. You are the one who activate my dancing nerve.. I just feel..so much..thankful. well I had a crush on him two years ago.Thanks to his flirty flirty attitude made my heart continue to beat..This is the second time i used him as my''medicine after break up''. I will never forget that chest bouncing that we did. haha Youre my God of dancing. - - My first crew.(actually it was Current crew but Current crew was a crew beyond dancing well you can call it a Physics crew.LoL.) Thanks to Julia ,chien yen, carmen, nyat sien who made my life full filled. Im great to meet Nicole and Hong Onn after june. Beside, I wana thanks Henry and Venessa too.. Though practises were hard but we did had fun! I miss battling with You. - - Who can tell me how much I miss Nikki.?? I dont know what to say but Im really missing her. I miss her classes. Miss her laughters. Miss joking around with her and Miss monday so much! cause Monday is the only day that I get to meet her. Smash you better treat her GOOD! (you people might not know what i mean but it doesnt matter.) - - Now im gonna talk about TDC! (serendipity) I think I have talked about them so much in the previous posts. (serendipity) Meeting them is the BEST THING in my life. (serendipity) I have been looking for this kind of spirit for so long and now i found it from this bunch of people. That is why people always say. (serendipity) That will be good thing happened after a bad thing. (serendipity) Now I believed it. (serendipity)
Finally.Thank God. I never expect.. Life actually got better after the pain. And I cherish it.
p/s: not gonna appreciate anymore after I found that Im actually still breathing without you. ♥baby serendipity.♥
Valencia's morning was lovely. Actually i dont really know what to say about today's photo shooting.. It was fun and lots of fun stuff were happening.. like.. -My heart shape heels fell into the river..Thanks to Mr.Pang for picking it up. -Mr. Pang picked me up in the morning with his peugeot 207.-made new friends!! Yi lin who is gonna be my junior next year in Hartamas. -tummy ache and have fake smile at the 1st session! During the 2nd shot mr.Pang said how come you have two smiles? -show you people when pics are out.
After shooting instead of going home I sneaked out and HAD FUN!*winks~ p/s: felt so proud to drop the first and ever coin in One world hotel's pond..I think after today whoever see it will throw coins in that pond too..*glares.
Im really happy cause im whole day out..!! Dont dare to hope for more, I just felt so contented already. Thank God for that.. p/s:Valencia was nice but black and white bear said Sieramas richer..O(0____0)O
Peeps im here again.. well im actually so into blogging cause i dont have anything better to do at home.. Hopefully im really got ungrounded already.. Just wish to go ECA before college gonna start.. Um..Singapore trip was okay..I enjoyed spending time with the cuzzies!aww.. Im such a Cuzzie lover..
Train sucks! I couldnt even sleep the whole night before i reached singapore.. Plus i wasnt that happy in awhile but after that i got cured..!!
sorry i dint grab the picture of the bed in the train.. It looks pretty like the Jack's bed room in TITANIC..pictures are random..I will talk base of picture.yea?LOG cake tastes really awesome.. I feel like eating it everyday!! hahaI took this the second day of my trip..um..sorry i look kinda sleepy..well let me see.. I took this when i went to Orchard road on the christmas night.. Um..I like Simon cause its FAT! Actually I wana kiss Alvin but Alvin is too high for me to reach so kiss Simon also doesnt matter..Heart you yea.Im a top chipmunk fans.. That is also why i like hamsters! hahaThe one in red Jumper! is mine darling! Mr.chipmunk Alvin..People having line dancing..haha I wana join the crowds but um..too packed!the street is fulled with lights and so on.. I saw this funny pub when im on my way back to the Hotel.. Slumber party on the christmas night.. Cuzzie sleepover in the hotel and we watched the ORPHAN.. i felt like go in to the laptop and slap that girl!! Jen gave this to my bro.. Well they love Stitch. haha Ignore my fugly face. okay i took this on the 3rd night i guess.. We ate at this thai restaurant which full of white people. Daddy was talking 'thai' to that waitress.. I dont know daddy can speak Thai?! haha I saw this in Bugis street.. and felt naughty want to take a picture of it.. I think people who think im some jakun or watever. THIS TOTALLY REMINDS ME OF THE PARODY..albert i miss you LAH! Hey peeps take note..Takoyaki..my fave~buy me 10 i eat all 10!! haha i really miss hanging out with my cuzzies!! sobs~ this is the best among all! Gonna confess something now.. Im suppose to sleep yesterday when im on my way back but the worker said they dint bring the 'coach no.6' so all the passengers in coach no.6 will have to move to the ''seating coach''..WTH! Luckily im sitting alone so i can hv two seats.. I was waiting for my line to reappear and WHAT THE HELL.. Digi kept all my messages!! and most amazing thing is.. Theres a cow who wanna commit suicide. It ran to the railway and the train took and emergency break.. Which hurt my ROYAL HEAD.. well im not sure what happened to that cowy but i dont think it will be alright.. cause i saw the cleaners brought mops and water..yeah? bless you cowy. so, see you guys soon. miss ya lots. my bring home snacks! Yum~ p/s:polar bear's penis do not freeze and drop off after having sex. credited to Ian.
Hey people!! Im back.. miss me?no? um..The part 2 and 3 of the christmas party's pictures were up on facebook.. So, i will just post some of it here..Then im gonna move on to my Mer lion post.. I like most of the pictures cause its all DSLR quality..*glares.
Thanks to Mr.Pang.Yumm~ Opps the car key spoiled the picture! The first picture of that night i guess. As usual me and my SIS, Shawn. Janice and I..I took the most pictures with her.. haha cause i barely know all of them there.. Just close to some of them. well i like this. I like this too. The cute one. actually my motive plus purpose plus intention to that party was to Dance and Eat!Um..consider half success..cause the music kinda soft..suits all the couples..Well i dint bring any partner, So.. I just dance with random people. Posing halfway..Move on to my girl style..Aka Clubing Feminine. Thanks to DSLR which 'slow mode' my move.. haha I love dancing..Ahhhh~miss TDC..miss Royal Phantom. Okay i know what you gonna say.. Sorry Im not ''giant boobs girl'' so it was kinda lose.. *ego! Im playing sexy back! Yeah~ two hotties~ actually i just came back and i have only 7 friend requests in 3 days.. sobs. i will upload the pictures later yea? Frankly not many pictures were taken cause we were busy having fun.. This trip considered okay..Gonna brag bout it later. have fun. lovies.
have fun.. mwah~ hello from Singapore.. okay im gonna talk abit on the video.. thanks to sheng,Ian ,Chia sern and Gosu.. I just reached here and im missing TDC.. And im noit sure if i can get to surve the internet here.. so probably will update more pictures when i came back.. Merry Christmas to all the TDC people.. and my Shawties.(never forget)
and Albert..have fun..I MISS YOU TOO.
CREDITED to me! Im the camera girl and I SAID HELLO at first..peepers appreciate it!!
I wish to finish this special post before im off to Singapore..
Miracle always happen nowadays.. I know God really exists.. Before i started my post.. Im gonna thank GOD for all this.. You heard my prayer perhaps.. Thanks.. Thanks.. I was contented.. VERY.. Finally after so many days!! Im back to ECA!! yeah!! I missed all of them like hell lot!! Seriously im not bragging right now.. I mean wow i rated today was the best day ever.. I met MABES, Jacklyn , girl Allan , Emica today! most of the girls in there.. Irene wasnt there..hmm hopefully can meet her next time. let meet the new babe EMICA!well she just came back from penang.. and she hugged me like lots of time..thats so sweet of her. I love everyone there seriously, they kept my heart beating!Cause i wasnt that happy before i get to meet them.. But now im no longer that emo rabbit! Oh i remember Albert gave them a pot of clay as Christmas presents.. This was what Ian did to his black Clay. Albert with the ''battle pose'' i supposed.. ''you looked kinda cute..'' credited to the song Miami tricks.The hand of the 'china bear'.. and copyrighted pose. Me and sheng..haha Well the clean bboy!! I hire him as my bboy instructor now.. well i aint a good bgurl cause ahh cant even do shoulder freeze.. He was a really good bboy!! I think i saw him during Strictly street!! *glares. I love this picture!Master Fai, Sheng and MABEL!!Peeps this is Mabel.. The first impression i had in her was.. Oh looked like Ame..She is really cute.. Just felt like hugging her tightly when i saw her..I knew her through TDC..today was the first day we met each other. you know who is he! I dont have to eleborate..haha This is a very caring person..and Crappy.. He used to talk to me alot on the phone well and blamed me when he got his bill! well Chia sern realised my shirt!! Damn, i thought no one will look at it.. What does that mean..? He just keep staring at my tummy! I suppose.dancing and camwhore mixer! My hair kinda smooth today.== I learned that ''HAPPY'' routine!! Damn i love it.. Thanks Mabes. And i got interviewed by the STAR online.. Check me out yea people.. First they need like 5 volunteers for that interview. So me,Ian, Mabel, Sheng and Alex went for that interview.. The Question is. WHO YOU THINK IS THE YOUTH OF THE YEAR? i said FELLEST YAN!! haha and bragged about his new studio...and bla bla bla.. I was a spy remember?This is why i heart TDC.. they are all my world of people.. Oh i wore a new shoe today and they came out with an new idea of the camera in my shoes!Well, its funny!! I CAN SEE ALEX IN MY SHOES NOW!! ''HELLO'' Im gonna miss today..*sobs.well im not sure why my eyes were so small but who cares? Im darn blissful!! Ken Ming is the best popper in there..well i should gave him a nickname.. How bout Phantom? cause he always disappear and sometime he appears again.. Lol. Alex is the ''malaysian white''.. Gosu is the ''Thai sleeping King.''Me and Sheng started to make fun with them camera again..Well actully we are supposed to have a party but doesnt matter..Master Fai.. He is the cutest small eyes guy in there. I heard people were teasing him that he learn bboy moves in Taiwan or something.. haha only the TDC people will understand.. Okay i will be posting a video about the four dude teasing Albert with some Parody Christmas Songs. Good Job to IAN, SHENG, CHIA SERN and GOSU. p/s:I dont think the video will be up now..cause the internet are friggin slow!! Let me show you how the FENIXIANs' pose. Thanks to the guy who took all these photos. The official Fenix's pose. sorry is COPYRIGHTED. The two girls in red are Jacklyn and Girl Allan. Damn i freaking HEART them!! this is the random pose.. the copyrighted hearty pose.. i love this cause im a spy!! HAH! CAUGHT ALL OF THEM..
alright till here.. i will re-edit it when i come back from Singapore. mind my mistakes..im rushing..
OFF to '''lion mermaid island'' now.. luckily i have the video to keep me company throughout the journey.. Thanks TDC.. Thanks someone who brought me into all this.. more stuff to write..bear with me this few days.. Im gonna miss all of you..who loves me.. p/s:TDC people leave me comments after reading this! at least say you will miss me too! my final word.
