Where rainbows end?

Is getting nearer. When i met ''inverted D'', i got this feeling of inevitability. I knew something was going to happen, i could feel it. An incredibly optimistic outlook for someone like me. I'd been alone and i was sure that romance just wasn't on the cards for me.
My life at the time was really hectic........

*****

The story I'm about to tell you might make me sound like a first-class idiot, like an obsessive high-jealous girlfriend or a striking paranoid chick.

I am not.

And the truth of the matter is that everything was based on pure love. (True story)

At the idea of 14, she had found the one person who was perfect for her and just murdered every ambition and dream she possessed in her secret heart. Years after he unceremoniously dumped her.

Should I call this a ''disaster''?

Can we have a some flashbacks by then?This happened 5years back,when thing was about to happen...

First time I saw you, you took my breath away. I have never seen a more beautiful person than you. After that you were my dream, I wanted it to be a dream. You and me, forever. The thing is we don't even know each other, but when I look at you I just want to be with you and talk about all the things that are possible to talk about. I want to be in your arms and I want you to see me and love me. But this is still a dream but my heart really hope that one day, when the sun is shining, that it can be you and me. I know it's hard to move on with tonnes of obstacles. Pressure of your parents about my past. But it doesn't matter because from what I've heard, the impossible love is the strongest. So please, see me, like I saw you for the first time. I know that you can't decide what is going to happen. It depends on destiny. I want to be your destiny. I just want to get to know you, and then maybe we can be more. We can be each other's everything, like in my dreams. Because you are everywhere in my dreams. When I have a good day, it is because you were in my dream the night before. Let me be your dream. Let me be seen by you. Let me be your everything.

Love,

the guy.

5years ago, we might think this letter brings our love to eternity but things do change. People changes, sooner of later they actually forgot somewhere in your past, they promised each other to be each other's everything. They actually forgot how challenging to climb through the wall of obstacles.They forgot.. Devil lives upon them, devil controls their mind..

fin.
Honesty, Loyalty & Love. Is it that hard??

Saint valentin Chapter 2: les souvenirs du passé

I was thinking would someone ever read my post and  they actually felt better after reading it?? If you are one of them, please do tell me in my cbox or comment? would ya? 

Are you looking forward to flip to the next page of my valentine diary after the first one?? Well, I hope so. Before I start writing, could you do some brainstorming for me? Try to count how many times you really had your Valentine celebration throughout your life? 

For teenagers, 5 and above will be a ''wow''? For married couple, it could be sparks every year or just no longer celebrating. For me, through out my 19 years, I only had 2 valentine' days. Nothing to be sad about because I'm grateful that I've spent it with the right persons at the right time. Yes, is two different people.(Um.. I'm not gonna elaborate.) 

Memories are always beautiful, we don't entirely forget the worst parts, we just chose to not remember it. Even if the person had gone, what they left in your mind were the best memories you could ever had in your life. That is why it stays inside you. Tough right? When you accidentally passed by some damn places and your nose get really sour and finally burst into tears. I believe ''you'' who are at my age will more or less been through the same thing. That's also why, Taylor Swift and Bruno Mars came into our life. They tried to heal us with songs, positive thinking and unlocked your heart for someone else. 

This post is about the past memories that you had, regardless blissful or it might be poignant. The past is where you learn, and where your life restarts, also where you meet someone better You would have thanked your ex for dumping you if you met someone better right now?? Ain't it?

So, Girls out there!! Hello!! Please wipe off your tears and click the restart your life. If you are crying all day and night, it means he is not meant to be with you because the one who are waiting for  you somewhere on earth will want to see you cry. Trust me, those people will end up with someone who will treat them like how they used to treat you earlier. It might be trice or four times hurtful. (It might not work on every bollocks, but majority of them) BUT, HAVE MERCY SINCE YOU KNEW HOW HURT IT WAS. Just let them be happy, open your heart and wish them all the best. Is easy to say it out there but to practice will be a damn hard thing. Just slowly walk with the time goes by. Have faith. 

''I'm gonna marry your princess, and make her my QUEEN.''

I want a guy to say this to my dad one day.

Sweet tips for Valentines:

Jelly Pong Pong Cosmetic is a plus plus point during Valentine day.! *My lips like sugar~~*

I'm a big an of Jelly Pong Pong!  (It could be a gift for your girl too.)

They have alot of cute items like,

Soap popsicle (watermelon favor) , 

the Shoe palette- bronze cream eyeshadow and champagne lip gloss and many more.

visit  here for more.
Not to be biased but  Maybeline, Estee lauder, Lancome, Laura Mercier, H20+  are all your Mum's make up. (They are meant for mature ladies.) You wouldn't want to look so much older than your boyfriend , it will be the ''joke of the year''.


Just visit SASA and you will get all you want. At the same time, you can also try

Benefits,

MAC,

*for young lady, Clinique will be cool.
*High school teens, Silky girl will be awesome for you. Clean make up and reasonable price. *glares.

P/S:All the best.

P/S: I'm dancing Happy by Leona Lewis again!

I love your eyes, but I love my eyes more. Because without mine, I can't see yours.

You told me not to question about your love. 

I did not. 

 

So long as I can breathe or I can see, so long lives your love which gives life to me.

I need a very long time to write this post, I'm feeling so weak, as weak as the lost spirit. Few weeks ago, there was this show about this man met an accident and pass on. His spirit was stuck at the accident scene. I saw how suffer was his wife couldn't let go of him. The way she cried, she yelled, she punched the wall each and every moment just went through my heart. I feel her so much, I don't wanna lose my love one. Somehow, I started to imagine....*pressing my heart* I couldn't take it. I couldn't. You can literally feel me, if you had been through the moment where you really love someone so deep. Can I  try to define LOVE?? nothing is called  Love until you actually have the thought of spending your whole life with this one person.  We might be too young to think about this but oh wells...We have crushes, Infatuations, Dates and etc... But there's nothing can compare to this powerful yet destroyable word called the Boyfriend. (I'm young, sorry I don't know anything about marriage thats another level of life) Well, sitting right infront of my TV is the saddest moment I have ever had in life. Her tears, her emotions about the death of her husband really poked through my heart. What's the use of the husband's spirit keeping her company when she can't even feel it. That's probably not the WORST. After the death of her husband, she found out that, her husband has a woman outside and another son. (I will faint)

I remembered what she said this infront of his tomb:
I believe you said you love me the most, I believe you said I'm your only love. But why??

*Put my hand on my forehead and I felt so hot..

I'm tired.

" Hear my soul speak. Of the very instant that I saw you, 

Did my heart fly at your service."

~ William Shakespeare

I love you.

My bounty is as boundless as the sea.....

Hey people,

Sorry for not updating, life is pretty mundane nowadays and I generally don't feel like crapping up my blog with lame posts. My life had been going up and down. I even encountered the most morbid phase in my life. (Please do not try to guess) I will reveal it when I need to. Basically no big deal. Just a short update about how I'm gonna prepare for another ''nightmare'' soon to come. Did some researches and studies about it, I wish really wish deep down this time to Lord please don't waste my time anymore. Sorry, my writing is a little indirect but I believe before my dream came true I don't wanna talk so much about it. MissyXS's birthday is just around the corner. Stay tuned for her celebration. I'm thinking of something meaningful that I can give her, so she can remember me when we are far apart.

 p/s: I'm feeling sick.

No sooner met but they looked;
No sooner looked but they loved;
No sooner loved but they sighed;
No sooner signed but they asked one another the reason;
No sooner knew the reason but they sought the remedy;
And in these degrees have they made a pair of stairs to marriage...

-- William Shakespeare, As Your Like It

 

 

Note: Yes, no one is perfect. But when you know you are not in the League please face the ugly truth. You know who you are.

 

 

 

 

Snowflakes are pink!

Hey people,

Christmas is near!!

Tonnes of elations, my blogging mojo is back. Well, I found that I don't usually blog for events but I wrote about my thoughts and shared something interesting in life perhaps? Christmas is near, I smell snow, candy canes and lots of Christmas songs running in my head. 

*Round yon virgin mother and child, holy infant so tender and mild.

Silent night.

I'm so happy. I meant more than elated because my baby is having his semester break now! So yeah, check out my princess Diary continuation from last year. Princess Lienn and her prince series.

Before hand, still remember the lost fairy? She is found now.

In an abandoned mansion.......

 Wonder wheres the rest..

 awaiting..

She is searching for HOPE.

When you feel that you actually saw me, that wasn't real. That's your illusion.

My dear Sun, shines upon me and my race.

 The human need us. The earth need us.

Stepping into this place where I found the stain of human, it just reminded me of how cruel a human can be.

To be continued....

 looking forward for tomorrow.

Clean&Clear talent shoot and tinkerbell for a day

Peeps,

I have tonnes to write about today. This will probably be the busiest Sunday that I have ever had in life. Slept at 3.00am and woke up around 6am. Dressed up like tinkerbell for this awesome photoshoot at FRIM. I'm excited for Leon to finish editing the photos and post it up on Facebook. The view, the feelings were totally 100!! I'm gonna talk more about it when I received the photos. 

Photoshoot finished around 1pm and baby and I went for brunch around our area. Yummy yummy Pork rice. My favourite. Time passed real fast its already 5pm when I woke up from nap and Jesslynn is already infront of my house. I walked down the stairs with my half awake look and press on the button to open my gate. It was so lessbo when we decided to wear like twins. We hang out around curve while waiting for Clean and Clear crew to reach. Check out the flee market walking in and out so that we don't feel bored.

After we met Leonard then we headed to Cathay Cineplex (2nd floor) for make up by their make up artist and some briefing of how to present the best friend feelings. I think we shooted about 10 times plus only we got the perfect one. It was really awesome meeting Safiah and Aina and chatted about Sex in the city throughout the shooting.

Only pictures of me and Jesslynn were taken because Safiah and Aina were too hungry.

 Present you the best friends models!

Lienn close up!

Smile is everything.

We will post up the video or pictures once we received it from the crew

A plain update but seriously full filled day!!.

The return of the sampatpors.

Peepo!!

Today is LOVE.
Love from Jesslynn. Love from Baby. Both of them are the best person in my life. Though I have alot of friends for example my princess darling Nicole who are currently having a tough time with A2. I wish her all the best. kiss kiss.!

I had a thousand fun with Jesslynn in the afternoon. She came to my house and we started our video making and of course funny pictures. I think you are gonna laugh your ass out. The video will be up tomorrow so for now enjoy the epic pictures of ours.

damn idiotic.

Adorable moment!

[insert caption]

 I seriously have no idea how to describe us.

After crazy pictures and video making is another round of epic pictures. This was all Merv's idea, he said Can I be your photographer shoot some port folio for you? Well.. why not?? But it turned up to be awesome sun set pictures.

Kisses on the forehead.

I personally love this.

Our classic couple shirt. It is already 2 years old.

This is artistic.

Lord! I'm flying!! 

Reluctant face.

Being pampered.

I'm not there cause I'm the photographer.

Lonely deary.

Merv said this is natural shot!

Lovely!

Obviously he is jumping. Not flying.

The last but not least,

Goodbye sun set.

A big smile for today.

Stay tune for video!!

Ten already?!

Sometimes it feels like I have too many thoughts to fit inside my head.

I created my own quotebox again.Doesn't look as awesome as those you seen in web but yeah quotes brainwashed me. I felt better, I grew, after I read those.

Great, October is here!! meansssss..

Halloween partay!!! 

People, I don't really have fabulous events nowadays. My day was mostly spent with boyfriend, if I were to post it up I guess I have to blog everyday but I guess you'll get sicked reading all lovey dovey post  right?? My readers are all ages. So yeah, I will only post up on special occasion like monthly anniversary? is (2 years one month and twenty days to be exact) and some all-you-can-crap post.

The reason that I blog most of the time was I do not want to disappoint anyone of you who click into my blog and exit with despair.

I will always be here talking to you people.

Love.

Lienn says.

People,

It has been a really long time I did not actually flood my blog with thoughts and thoughts post. During those moments, what I've in my mind was how to make myself happier without missing every single stuff that we have been through.Until I almost forgot who is he actually. Frankly it has been  a really tough time and after going one huge round see what had happened. I'm writing this to my very very uber mega good friend (Missy XS) because it seems she isn't really happy nowadays. God might want you guys to grow and understand each other.There's a really good quote that I found in Alex's blog.

The course of true love never did run smooth"
~Shakespeare

Relationships are different. They are solid. They are long. They are comfortable. They are home. Its a different kind of being known. A different kind of close. A different kind of love. Mine was the mixture of all.

We were as close as two people could be. Because we almost knew every detail about each other. And not because we told each other everything but because we were there for it all. He knew which guys broke my heart because he threatened to kill  them all. He knew what is my favorite restaurant in town was because he had to sit through a thousand meals there with me. He knew what kind of pillow I took my naps because he wanted to share it with me. He knew all my favorite food because I stole whatever I wanted off his plate. He knew my hardest days because we ended those through phone with my tears. He knew when my face had horrible breakouts because he preferred me with no make up on. He knew what it took to really push my buttons because we always ended up yelling in each other faces followed by a door slamming and my tears. He knew my biggest fears because he faced them all with me. It’s a rare thing to be known my someone. But its a beautiful thing.

I remember the moment he told me he liked me. Walking down the hill after school . 

We protected each other. We disappointed each other.We challenged each other. We got each other. We frustrated each other. We wanted each other. We hurt each other. How does it end? 

Cause its real.

Cheer up to whoever is reading this. God has the best for you, it just the matter for time.

Love,

Heaven knows.

Busy Spreading love.

I missed being piggyback-ed.

P/S: was hoping to finsih wedding dress routine ASAP.

I'm gonna live and sleep with the rhythm of the song.

Sleeping soundly under the candy floss cloud.

Lights off.

cause,

I have stars.

I ain't a desperado.*hint

But who cares?

P/s:neh-ga ib-eun we-ding-de-le-seu

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