It's the final countdown.

My new year eve post is gonna be simple and short. I can't believe this day comes so fast. Tomorrow will be another starts of my blogpost. Lord, I really wished You will give me something better since I have tonnes of disappointments this year. I live life, and have faith.

*edited* I stumbled upon this picture and I missed those days.

Without Mabel and Alex and Nicholas. The party is damn bored. haha

I feel so Great to spend those days with you people.

For those who thinks 2010 sucks. Here's a quote for you:

Life would be perfect if: sweatpants were sexy, mondays are fun, junkfoods are healthy, drama didn't exist, & goodbyes were only until tomorrow.

Without his love you wouldn't be able to do anything, with his love there is nothing you can't do.

Lastly,
אני אוהב אותך הרבה

Part 2: Room deco.

I'm here again. I'm supposed to be out today with my friends but I don't have car. Sigh that's pretty sad, where are the driving guys?!By the way,  I still have one more thing to post up before new year, continuation of my lovely cousie's wedding. According to chinese marriage rules and regulations, a newly wed couple need a decorated room (something like that) so yeah the whole post is actually about decorating the room and make it really sweet. My pictures will do the talking , so yeah.

 Everything must be new.

I mis-paired one of them with another. But I never felt those things were cute until I saw it in my cousin's room. 

Okay she is working really hard, and I'm taking pictures.

Owh, and this was a gift from my cousin's friend. I was wondering how on earth she got such creative hand.

This was pretty cute.

Yeah, another cute deco.

Almost done. It feels home cause she bought the same bed sheet as mine.

stay tuned for more.

Love.

Summery of the year. New year resolutions.

I will be so busy for the coming few days until new year. I think I shall start to write my new year resolutions. Twenty ten is almost reaching an end. All sort of things happened, twist and turn of life. Definitely vice versa of elations and tears. Dear Lord, I don't really know how to describe this year. Seriously,I don't have a single idea. It wasn't exactly going according to plan but it didn't turn out that bad. I guess one thing is because I'm scared.

1) I’m scared of loving and getting hurt.

2) I’m scared of losing my independence.

3) I’m scared of new things and the unknown. Like having a boyfriend.

But it complete my year ain't it? Thinking of the bright side, at least I did something that I wanted instead of let it be until my hair grow white and started to regret. I'm definitely not that kind of person. I had a wonderful college life, modeling life, social life this year.Thanks to my parents, my dad. for sending me to Taylor's . I've learned alot, seen alot, met lots of people, I look forward to my everyday.

To Jesslynn:
We been through ups and downs in life. The little 'failure' is a huge stepping stone to your future success and happiness. You are always my princess no matter where you are. All the best in life.

We as Clean & Clear ambassador.

Scansion of Groove.

Jessavelle reunion.

Full house with Mr. Ken.

Vee vian, Jessica and Joanne.

I have tonnes of words to say, but I realised that 3 of you have something similar and it will end up me saying this sentence. ''Do whatever you feel its right.''

If you asked me deep inside my heart what I really want this will be My new year resolutions,
I wish:

1. My grandparents stay very healthy.

2. My parents stay very healthy.

3. Don't meet any car accident cause I'm kind of having a huge trauma.

4. Pass every single interview , well I only go for one.

5. Everything goes right. I believe in God.

6.Grow up.

That's all.



P/S: The pictures are smaller in size because it's just symbol of what happened through out the year.
and of course I do keep some privacy to myself. :)

Janet & Alex. Its always ladies first.

How was Christmas people?

Mine was okay, well is actually very happy to be exact excluded the car accident. It was my best cousie got married. Well, apart from best cousie regardless the groom is also my best best relative ever. We are just too close to be described. Whenever I'm down or feeling so much blissful , her house is always the best shelter to share my tears and happiness. In that small house, I can find laughter, warmth and grace. Before I start my post, I wanna share tit bit of the pretty lady and the groom's pictures. They are just so cute and so much lovely.

It's all for them, look at the funky pictures. [insert caption]

These are the few pictures that I really love.

Drove all the way back to Perak for their wedding Christmas and sacrifies my Christmas celebration but its all for you Janet!
On the wedding dinner,

I was given a task to take care of the signature counter. This is really awesome.

Esther and my sis.

My lovely cousie Michelle and Daph

 Just  realised my camera has fish eyes effect.

apparently I dont have a good picture of the bride and the groom on that day. So, stay tuned for more.

YES, MORE!

Apply it.

I'm so happy Im gonna dieeeee.!!

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Just a random update to remember this moment. 

Anyway, stumbled upon Pond's blog and I love this few sentences. Its always easy to read but I always forget to apply it when  I'm in anger. I always forget about the heart I'm holding. It belongs to who? Me still. 

Girl : I`m jealous.

Boy : Don`t jealous.

Girl : Why ? 

Boy : You have something that they don`t.

Girl : What?

Boy : My heart . ❤

P/s: This is dedicated to all the holy good girls in this universe. Yes, Good girls only!

really good ol' days.

Pictures will be uploaded on Sunday once I get back. Will not be in town until Sunday, most probably will not be updating but I will try my best.

Jesslynn remember our home? I found this out of nowhere. OMG, I missed those time.

Active 2 and the return.

I feel bad leaving you people, thats the reason why you are reading this post. I know you missed me aren't you? Yes, I'm back. Just finished two days of work in1utama. This time, I'm being a sport babe, to promote the brand new game launched by EA called ''Active 2''.
My job is basically very simple, what I had to do is just ''play the game''. So, I have been working out for the past 16 hours. It's fun but thankgod is just two days.

From the picture about, you have to wear all the kits in order to have our personal training. It works for Xbox, PS3 and Nitendo. The good thing your heartbeat are shown on the screen and the total fat burns.

No pictures were up yet but I promise I will post it up once I got it. : )

I love this feeling after all. I started to draw mini comics but just for ''someone''.

When we think we know people inside out & we think we know what's best for them. Remember we don't even know what's best for ourselves.

P/S: I love my boss Amanda Wong. She is such a lovely lady and so mummy-ish. Me loves.

Brain says:''Who cares?'' Heart whispers:'' I do, stupid.''

I just watched eat pray love few months back. Life always find its way of interrupting a good book. But there was one quote that I wrote down.

''Let it be sufficient to say that, on this night, he was still my lighthouse and albatross in equal measure. The only thing more unthinkable than leaving was staying; the only thing more impossible than staying was leaving. I didn't want to destroy anything or anybody. I just wanted to slip quietly out the back door, without causing any fuss or consequences, and then not stop running until I reached Greenland.

My last word to say:

A thousand miles seem very far, but they have got PLANES and CARS and TRAINS. I'd walk if I had no other way.

p/s: will be resting for awhile.

Thanks Bruno Mars

I read every single word, shed off my last tear. I look forward to tomorrow. Praise Lord.

I did love. Love very much. But I lost the only thing to chain my secureness is to believe the promise. Listen to this song, it heals.
I'm not angry neither hate, because I've put down. Everything.  Head up, and you will see me at the sky.

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me 
leave the past behind me, today my life begins 
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin 
i know i can make it, today my life begins 

yesterday has come and gone 
and i've learnt how to leave it where it is 
and i see that i was wrong 
for ever doubting i could win.

Today my life begins.

What kind of personality that I'm standing for? It took me a simple thing to be happy, it also took me a simple thing to be sad. Things that happened was so much more than I can bear. I'm a true master at not dealing with things. I'm not fooling anyone but I'm not gonna fool myself anymore.

I'm just fragile. Someone out there in shining armor, save me please.

Ding dong.

Day14. Christmas is very near. Although I don't have much things to prepare for this Christmas but 2 weddings are coming! I still have some overdue pictures to post, and some thought to tell.

We had new york new york deli the other day with Jesslynn, Nicholas, leong and DG. This is uberly delicious!

My baby is taking picture!!

Whats wrong with my teeth? I just don't understand why I got booted out that day. Aih~

Love my hair color in this picture.

Christmas deco in Sunway Pyramid.Big Snowball yo!!

A gift from my dear.

I called him ''Ding dong''

If you wanna get this bear, purchase any stuff more than 1k and above in 1utama.

You will get this Christmas bear.

My versatile dancer bear.

this is Nike!

Split!

Alright my net is lag now so I will see you next time!!

New header!!

Look!! I have a new header! That's me and the pig rabbit that I owned. Thanks to Leon for drawing it, finally I have my own header. haha Thousand of elations in my heart.

Stay tuned for more post. Sorry for my 'ding dong' post delayed. I have some problem editing the pictures.

Something awesome awaits.

Sorry peeps, I'm in a total busy mode this week. Promise I will come back to more pictures and surprises posts. This month will be the last month of the year. I felt really reluctant to start a new year all over again but in deep there is something coming up that I'm really looking forward to hear the good news. I wish. God is with me. I can feel the aura inside is burning, is just a kind of force that keep pushing me forward. Might it be God's will? Well, I will see.

Stay tuned for my next post about 'ding dong'.

Pigrabbit first trip!

Days will never end too perfect. Well, might as well talked about the happy one first. I have been looking forward for this day ever since it just set up few days ago. I can't really describe in words how much I love this, old english design, laces and everything that I'm gonna show in the following pictures which really made my life wonderful. Whenever all that wonderful stuff come into my mind, it is enough to make me consistenly smiling.
Pray to Lord. Life can be easier.

Setting 1: the concourse oval@1utama new wing.

I love the red, green and white combination. Super chrismatic.

I love my dear and pig rabbit.

I love the feeling under yellow lightings, it gave me a very classy english feelings

 Baby is trying to be pampered

I love the entire deco in there. Extra fantabulous!

Baby is hiding somewhere. (Hide and seeking)

Look at it!

Baby wanna take pictures too!

She needs me to hold so that he wont fall.

Taken by passerby. Awesome I love my clean & clear smile.

Baby and Elmo balloon! 

Trying to make baby sit on the present box!

Christmas is so near.  

This is uber CUTE!!!

Mind my HUGE head.

 Setting 2: The secret garden@9th floor also known as UR.
It was so beautiful yet so many bees!

Oink!~

My favourite picture of all!! Baby is smelling the flower essences.  

everything is just epic and fun!!

Baby is flying high!!

you can laugh or click alt-f4. Up to you. 

The last picture of today's post. Actually we took more but is kinda hard for me to upload it one by one.

Last but not least,

love,