well..not a very smooth day..
dancing was good..after reached home..Im really stressfull and i have some abnormal thinking..
which was i wished to sleep for a very long time..maybe 10 years, 20 years,40 years..
only me know hows my heart beating.. my life was like up and super down...
somehow i cant take it..
my dear God, i wish my life would be happier..im not hoping for wealth and gold..i just need a peace and happy life.. but people around doesnt seems want me to.. personally i dont know.. making me sad or making me feel wrong is it fun? if so, i wish i have a chance to play the role..
im here.alone typing this..i felt sour..sometime the sourness is not just the feeling of enviness..they can be other stuff..
now the matter is ''purpose'' or ''not purpose''..i dont know..
i dun believe in destiny... i dun wan any1 to destine it.. Well i believe in ''me''..this small tiny lil human can control my own destiny..LOL.
have a try why not.. sorry ''fate''..mummy still loves u alot..
well kay lets stop here:
i have some pics today.. i took it in the car when i was on my way back from dance class.
p/s:mind my cute posture..haha
no repetition!hahastil have more.. but i must keep some for myself too..
p/s:God, please take my word into consideration.. i just wan to smile.
*never a ballerina
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